Demons In My Head

The demons in my head
Are telling me to go back to the old me
So I tell myself "nope" the old me was a monster
I'd rather chill with my Pops
Maybe adopt a foster
Cause that's the way I've felt my whole life
My Dad never taught me much
Let me figure it out on my own
And for that I'm blessed
It made me the man I am today
The new and improved Shea
Could've got trapped in the drug game
Until I woke up one day and realized that was so lame
So I think I'll go back to school
Forget chasing the fame
Maybe record a few raps
But I'll always be the same.